If God is right...am I what's left?

What the hell happened to me
from what I can tell the stars have set in the east
What is beginning with me?
From all the birds and people in the street

And all that I can tell
is that I' the only monster now (The one and only monster now)
And I just cant believe
I'm the single solitary monster in this place (between heaven and hell)
so crack the whip, I'm going now

my dreams, they cease to be
All the other thoughts are of the beast
So whats happening to me?
Is it the birds or all the people in the street

And all that I can tell
is that I' the only monster now (The one and only monster now)
And I just cant believe
I'm the single solitary monster in this place (between heaven and hell)
So crack the whip, I'm going now
I'm going now

I'm, I'm pulling down everyone around me
And every dream you had of me
Whatever it was you wanted me to be.
I'm just myself.

And all that I can tell
is that I' the only monster now (The one and only monster now)
And I just cant believe
I'm the single solitary monster in this place (between heaven and hell)
so crack the whip, I'm going now

If you read this in the summer.

Crack! and the thunder come out from the west,
Victim of an uninspiring sunken chest.
Screams or violence and a broken crest...
perfumed like ignorance to all the rest.

Smack! and the curls returned to sender,
Different emotions caused by month long bender.
Sitting in circles mention the other gender...
unimaginable pretentious dreams are what the send her.

Rabbit Hill - a haiku

up the rabbit hill
without anyone to kill
the day just seems right

tonight down the slope
they say-truth will set you free-
that's for you,not me

the blissful unknown
will never resemble Rome
in it's darkest hour

the first law of life
is to stand up and do what's right
but everything's grey.

Digital Age - Golden Boy

The computer beeps
It's on.
This young generation
Steals a song.
The world at a finger tip
Generic pornographic clip.
Mice and servers ramble on
Empty space on the lawn.
Earth is compressed and filed
Ten years old, no longer a child.
Addiction grown fast and scary
Sun on skill rarely.
So get up and get out
The servers will stay up i have no doubt.
Maybe a hypocrite, not so brave
Stay on the internet, Forever it's slave.

Famous for Failure

Famous for failure.
That just makes me laugh..
I don't know whats right or wrong.
Why can't you just show me how?
I would rather be
anonymous.
Not a sight or a sound
I want to blend in the crowd.
not be the joke.
Average is best.
Get me out of this mess.
Show me how?
Except, I'm a failure at average too.

To Sleep At The Bottom Of Hell

Mad as hatters, Thick as thieves,
To you my friends remember theses as the days of my youth.
So violent, so free
And remember, its opposite of me.

Locked in a cell, quiet and cramped
Absolutely no light, hell not even a lamp.
I struggle, I fight, But the walls close in.
Reflect on all the things that cause me to sin.

Now remember my friends, I am Victim Immortal.
As my soul travels to the next portal,
down the long road I see the light tunnel.
At once all memories begin to funnel.

my soul escaped. Finally here for me.
To Eternal light I float free,
This soul of mine is now loose,
I believe in God, whats your excuse?