If God is right...am I what's left?

What the hell happened to me
from what I can tell the stars have set in the east
What is beginning with me?
From all the birds and people in the street

And all that I can tell
is that I' the only monster now (The one and only monster now)
And I just cant believe
I'm the single solitary monster in this place (between heaven and hell)
so crack the whip, I'm going now

my dreams, they cease to be
All the other thoughts are of the beast
So whats happening to me?
Is it the birds or all the people in the street

And all that I can tell
is that I' the only monster now (The one and only monster now)
And I just cant believe
I'm the single solitary monster in this place (between heaven and hell)
So crack the whip, I'm going now
I'm going now

I'm, I'm pulling down everyone around me
And every dream you had of me
Whatever it was you wanted me to be.
I'm just myself.

And all that I can tell
is that I' the only monster now (The one and only monster now)
And I just cant believe
I'm the single solitary monster in this place (between heaven and hell)
so crack the whip, I'm going now

If you read this in the summer.

Crack! and the thunder come out from the west,
Victim of an uninspiring sunken chest.
Screams or violence and a broken crest...
perfumed like ignorance to all the rest.

Smack! and the curls returned to sender,
Different emotions caused by month long bender.
Sitting in circles mention the other gender...
unimaginable pretentious dreams are what the send her.